well i thought i felt so goood

[TishArby]

ha ha, i been taking that ginkgo biloba and was feeling really fresh and active no figgy brain...

and must have been so good that i jumped ahead a week gosh knows how i done it,.. i thought we was in next week.... and last night when i realised i felt down and foogu again... went to the shops taling to my hubby lunch time and i didnt know what the hell was going on....

oh my, back to square one again

booohoooo

so i got this poem

I have lost a week
Feeling like I'm walking in a fog
Forgetting where I am what the day
Feeling the pains
Waiting for the days to end hoping for a better day the next
Feeling tired feeling the weight on my shoulders
Unable to walk, feels of walking for miles
Not know what to say or what I am saying
‘Confusion’ with others
Becoming upset, hating myself,
The feeling of loosing ‘control’
Feeling more pain, being sat on by a elephant
Having a small breathe,
Day in day out
They go on ‘forever’
But then I think.
I only have one life
Get on with it take the ‘pain’ take the ‘anger’ take the ‘stresses and strains’
Be happy,
And then next week it starts all over ‘again’…

[Snoopy]

I really like the poem.
It really describes what this all feels like. I think I will let my friends and family read it if you don't mind. They are forever asking what it feels like and when I say tired, achy, living in a fog etc I hear things like just go do something you will feel better or it doesn't look like you are sick....I hate that !!!!

[TishArby]

thanks snoopy, yes you can share it thats what i have put it up here for toooo.....


love n hugs

tasha x x

[SANNIE]

Thought you might like this one!

My forgetters getting better,
But my rememberer is broke
To you that might seem funny
But, to me that is no joke

For when I'm"here" I'm wondering
If I really should be "there"
And when I try to think it through,
I havn't got a prayer!

Oft times I walk into a room
Say "what am I here for?"
I wrack my brain, but all in vain!
A zero is my score.

At times I put something away
Where it is safe, but, Gee!
The person it is safest from
Is generally me!

When shopping I may see someone,
Say Hi! and have a chat,
Then, when the person walks away
I ask myself "Who was that?"

Yes, my forgetters getting better
While my remeberer is broke,
And it's driving me plumb crazy
And that isn't any joke!!!